well, yesterday i have nothing to post that's why i decided to write about life and how i see it... but people around me gave me a topic for today! haha. actually, its my problem since i met this man. :) poor little me.

so, lets start with this
believe it. its so true! good thing di ko siya masyadong ginawang center ng buhay ko. yes, aminado ako, sobrang mahal ko siya at siguro naramdaman niya yun kaya poof! wala siyang ginawa para sakin [tingin ko lang toh, i dont know, maybe may ibang story, kung meron man, sana malaman ko, gusto ko yung totoo.] pero kahit na ganun, wala naman siguro siyang karapatan na sabihing adik ako sakania noh! well, i do hope my sister[dmi yn, my past life sister, cuzin sister, ate bsta isa dun] told me a lie, kasi if its true, ouch! well, because of those words, i learned my lessons. i must learn from my mistakes. don't make him feel that's he's the only guy in your life because he isn't! di ba?. yep, im stupid when i turned down the people who loves/d me. and now, i got nothing but pain. pure pain. well, everything has its reason, maybe, this happened because God wants me to be a better person and siguro, para malaman kung ano talaga yung gusto ko. the third year promise? forget it.[wooshooo!] haha. pero kung may balak ka pa din, it'll be harder, I'll let you suffer!*evil laugh here >:)* yung deal natin about dun sa pag kinausap mo ko di kita kakalimutan, i guess, di ko matutupad. kasi i need to move on. friends pa din naman tayo diba? as always. haha, well, thanks for everything. i hope the [next] girl you'll love won't feel the pain i did. sa ngayon, buti na lang malayo ka! wala ka sa 'pinas! atleast, dahil nandiyan ka. i found myself. haha. nabuksan na isip ko. napakatanga ko pala to love you. choice mo na yan kung kikilos ka. basta ako, i'll enjoy life!

nga pala, thanks iman for reading everything! you're really one of the best people i know! wag mo ko iiwan ah! i love you so much!